Friday, May 9, 2008

P.S....I love you....

In time you will find that to be happy with someone else, you first need to not need that person, you will find also that the person you love, or think you love, who doesn't want to have anything to do with you, is not the person for your life. You will learn to like yourself, to take care of yourself, principally to like who likes you. The secret is not to chase after butterflies; it's to take care of the garden so that they come to you. In the end, you will find not who you were looking for, but who was looking for you.

I promise...
I will never love someone the way that I loved you ...ever again.
that I will never forget the times that you made me laugh and smile.
that I will never forget the feeling I got in my stomach when you squeezed me a little tighter.
I will always remember that achy feeling I got in my heart because it couldn't handle the the feeling when I realized how much I was really in love with you.
I will never forget the inside jokes we made together and the times we laughed about them.
I will always remember the way you made me feel ok when I felt embarrassed and then did something even more embarrassing to yourself to try to make me feel better.
I will never forget the feeling of our skin next to each other.
I will never forget the feeling I got when we kissed, even when it was a quick kiss.
I will never forger how good it made me feel when you looked in my eyes.
I will never forget all the times we cried together, or when you comforted me when I was crying.
I will never forget the good times, because they make up for all the bad.
I will never forget the phone calls or the text messages that would make my day no matter wat we were going through.
I will always keep the things you gave me and remember that you gave them to me just because you knew it would make me smile.
I will always remember the feeling my body got when you would touch me or put your hands around my waist.
I will never forget the times when you made me feel beautiful.
I will never forget how it didnt matter what I was wearing, or if I had no make up on, you still wanted to see me.
I will never forget the nights we stayed in just to watch t.v. just so we could spend the night together.
I will never forget the nights I slept in your arms and everytime you woke up and I may have moved just the littlest bit away you would pull me closer to you and wrap your arms around me tight.
I will never forget the feeling that I got when i got to wake up next to you and start my day off with seeing you before anyone else.
that I will always love the way you laughed and miss hearing it.
that I will always miss your smile and miss being one of the reasons you are smiling.
that I will miss the fun nights we had together when we just had the times of our lives.
I will always miss you..ALWAYS, no matter how far down along the road it is or how much of our lives we have lived without each other.
that even if I move on, and I am with someone else, I could never share with them what I shared with you.
I will never forget that day I realized I was in love with you.
you will never be replaced.
I will never forget the rides in your car.
I will never forget all that we went through together and all the feelings I got to experience for the first time because of you.
that I will always remember the way you touched my face when you kissed me.
I will never forget the late nights we spent together.
that I will never be able to get the same feelings from anyone else that you have given to me through all of this.
that you will never find someone who loved you as much as I loved you.
that I will never forget when you told me you could spend the rest of your life with me.
that I will never forget the times you talked about "when we are married" or "when we have kids".
that I will always remember how good it made me feel when you called me honey.
that I am so sorry for every feeling of pain I ever caused you and I hope that you never have to feel it again.
I will never forget the times you took care of me and made sure that I was ok, and would not leave me until you knew that I would be ok.
I will never forget all the hard times we went through and how we got through all of them together.
that I will always remember what we built together, the bond we had.
that I will never forget how you helped me through so much even when you just hugged me and told me that it was going to be ok.
that I will always remember that you were my first love, and that that feeling will never die, it will stay with me, forever, for the rest of my life.
that I will always be thinking about you, wondering if you're happy and if you miss us.
that I am so glad that you came into my life when you did, no matter how short that time was.
that I will always remember how perfect you were for me, and that I loved everything about you, and I love you more for your imperfections.
and I promise you that I will always remember EVERYTHING we shared together, the feelings, the love, the times, the places we went together, and everything we experienced because of each other.
P.S.
I love you.

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